Day Five.

I dont think much will happen today i might work on my energy ball, my friend told me just to pretend my energy is a river. That really helps because i had problems moving the energy before. Oh well i'll post back later and tell you whats up ok ^^. BTW i met a new psi vamp about 2 days... no one day ago. He's really awesome and we boneded instantly so im happy. But again im engaged so yeaaaaaaaa. I'll update this in about ten or so hours.

Day Four.

Hey who ever is reading my blog im sorry i posted this late. Friday as in yesterday was ok, Dan thought i was feeding off of him when he was really feeding off me. It ends up he's not awakend yet, oh well. So thats all for Friday other then the fact that i got really tierd because i didnt want to feed of the person next to me because she was nice to me and i kinda liked her. Oh well on the other hand I'm going back onto rebirthRO its a ragnarok online private server. Its alot of fun other then the fact thaat i got banned for a bogus back charge no one did, so I made a new account her user name is Kapaki. Oh well thats all for today.

Day Three.

Well today I think that I'm falling for him... just because he's my kinda. I dont know but there isn't much to talk about today. But I'm engaged so its hard to like him, but i'm not going to write much. I'm currently RPing on gaia online. You can add me on MSN windows live: kapaki@live.com

Also I had 2 people add my new MSN today from this site. http://psychicvampire.org/index.htm
If you need help Go there. Its a great site for support.

Day Two.

Today i told a fellow Vampyr that i made a energy ball. He was stunned that i could actually do it. I asked him why and he said it takes years to even get it to barely work. I have not mastered it but i can do it so far. Well I'm currently trying to strengthen the links of energy from my hands, so i can use the energy ball better. I'll write more later today, because its on 11:18 AM here.

Ok well im back. I made a picture for my Vampyr symbol. Click here to see it,
I think personally its pretty cool with energy balls as the eyes and the fangs to support the word vampire, the energy balls are for the psychic part. I don't have much time to type, because my fiancee wants to talk on the phone. But me and my friends who made me realize what i am, his name is Dan and i think we might end up as feeding partners. So yea thats all for today i have to go my fiancee's bitching.

Day One.

Well technically this is not day one. But I have to say that I've technically know I am a Vampyre or a psychic vampire, for quite a while now. I’m currently 16 and I’ve noticed that I could do things like send people emotions and feel my fiancée’s pain exactly when he feels it. Then a new student came to our small school and we started to hang out and he told me that I was probably a Psychic vampire. I had not told him at all about my abilities to feel the pain from the people I am connected to. I'm not just connected to my Fiancée but I’m also connected to a lot of my ex boyfriends and a few ex girlfriends. He told me that my eyes had the charateristics of a Psychic vampire. I was not totally sure what he was talking about but he gave me a book, its called 'The Psychic Vampire Codex'. So i decided to read it and I've realized so many things now. Im currently Awakened so says the book. And I can tell that i am feeding off other peoples energy's like they said. So enough about that i'll tell you what i did today.

Today I made energy ball between my hands and i could slightly see the energy foruming into a ball between my two hands. It was pretty amazing, i could push on it with both my hands and there would accually be a resistance. I also started to be able to conciously feed, that means i take peoples energy, or surface feeding. This does not hurt the person since im taking energy that does not have to do with there accual body. It feels like im sending out little neon see threw worms with sharp teeth on the ends to take energy for me. It's pretty cool. Any ways I'm typing this when on im on the phone with my Fiancée so i have to go. Thank you for reading i will post more tommorow. Comment please.